awful

awful awful awful.. feeling so awful, not great.
rehearsal at dewan today, i felt fish. :\
now i gonna prepare something all about tomorrow, i'm gonna feeling mad.
damn!  hen ya li.
let me rest please :(
another thing is, my bed be more comfortable, changed :)

i just finish have a call with elayne then i cried it out again.
be the decide person is really hard to do, know that feeling?
i just hope she will be happy tomorrow, another thing i don't even wanna happen it.
please don't make me in trouble, and don't broke my mood down.
p/s : you broke my mood, but you don't know. 

Just now i felt so annoy then i straight take a nap.
When i was sleeping, my cousin all came and wake me up, i still sleeping never choi them.
Now they all eating at outside, leave me one people at house nothing eat, congrats to me? -____-