2011年3月11日星期五

Neway secondround.


One week went neway two times, wow.
Went neway today with my beloved sista Emilywong.♥ :)
6.++pm only back home.

Feeling bad in class.
I wish our friendship will become better like before when just reopen school.

I'm not a pretty girl, i'm not a cute girl, i'm not a prefect girl. Nobody like.
I don't have a real friend who can hear me to say all of the story about me.
I don't know how to release all of my unhappiness.
I really don't know what to do in those things that annoying me.
So i think i gonna make a holiday timetable for make me can study, play, exercise in one day.
After the next one week holiday i wish i will improve something that i want lar, try harder jad. :)
And the most important things is, i should learn how to smile always, this world have too many trouble for me and i must learn how to solve it.
Can i do it?

I have no answer.

I hate my mom this few days.
I softly talk to her, she shout with me ; she softly talk to me, i shout to her.
i don't know what happened between us.
And now i told my piano teacher i don' t want to learn piano anymore, and i said mom will bank in the money to her. She told my mom don't bank in to her, she want to come my house take money from me and sure, she will ask me to learn piano again. I said i don't want, I DON'T WANT! don't know how to hear?! I hate piano. I have too much of pressure..

I really really hate March, still gonna exam after the holiday..
behtahan in everything, wish i wont dead before March.

Kay fine, bye.

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